fairies & other things
It seems like he can't see me; is it that he's too blinded of where he is looking right now? Or am I too invisible for him to even notice? :): Have a great day, lovely. Xoxo
Have you heard Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor Swift? Last month, I read it over the internet that after two years, Drew actually asked her for a date; however, she refused to. Why? Maybe because she grasped that there’s this ‘better’ guy waiting for her. A guy who cares.
I believe that you’re beautiful to just be “the invisible girl” to this guy. I know… it’s really hard to think about it, but sooner or later, you’ll find this guy who thinks that you’re pretty amazing even before you lay your eyes on him. I may not know you, but one thing’s for sure… you’re worth it! :)
Many years ago, I can always depict love as standing on the edge of the cliff with the immensity of stars in the clear sky like it was there to be a blanket for the whole world. The stars were always magical for me; however, the thought of jumping never left me. I was fearful and cynical in the mere idea of falling and not knowing what is at the end of the jump. I was similar to Rapunzel in Tangled even before she knew the whole world. I was as to Jamie when he said to Landon that he can never fall in love with her. I was everything in between. I was in pain, because I knew that it will always hurt no matter what I do next – may it be jump or go back home. I started to shiver and felt even more frightened; however, I started to notice you standing in the corner of the cliff.
In the blink of an eye, everything changed. You altered my metaphor at once. The picture of I standing on the edge of a cliff went on a surreal haze, then suddenly, I could sense the sunlight on my face, and the water made its way into my body. I become the shoreline as you transform yourself into waves. The thought of you going back and not getting tired justifies my euphoria. You never stopped asking, telling, pursuing, loving, missing and comforting me; likewise, you never left and I was never again alone.
1. Staying up late for school work
2. Life lessons from Father Gabby
3. Student Body Organization’s meetings
4. Free salted caramel mocha from baristas
5. Bonding time with St. Hannibal
6. Listening to What Does The Fox Say and not getting tired of it
7. Getting a healthy snack at Starbucks
8. Catching up on How I Met Your Mother
9. Watching Cupcake Girls, ANTM, Master Chef and Brain games the whole weekend
10. Sophie Kinsella’s books
11. Finishing the quarterly exams well & alive
I fidget and break down most of the time; especially whenever I get too thrilled or gloomy. And to that, I need people who will be there to remind me that it is okay and it is not okay; but most of all, it will always remind me of you, because you always make me feel uneasy. Whenever you are in the other side of the room, I feel like a kid once again because butterflies and dizziness become a real deal. And whenever you smile, believe me, my system kinda shut down and open at once with my heart saying, “glitch!”